Monday, March 09, 2026

Gratitude 🙏

Good Morning !! I am grateful this morning. I'm grateful I woke up this morning and the loudest thing I heard was traffic outside my window, and My sweet grandson being himself without any fear. It's a beautiful thing. 
Then, I thought about the families in Iran. That have woken up to sound of bombs and jets last week. Then I thought, have they even gone to sleep? I wouldn't be able to sleep. I wanted to know what those families did to deserve being attacked. How the children could play like my grandson is right now with all that noise and distruction happening around them. I can't imagine they could. (Before anyone says anything stupid, just one bomb would be horrific for a child and let's not ignore the school that was taken out killing children last week by the us dept of war) 
Then I wondered what are their elders saying to comfort them? How are they able to distract them? Because war machines and bombs aren't something you can drown out turning up the music or something. What did they do to deserve this? I have maga loyalists in my family, who said Iran has been attacking us since 1979 and killing our people and told me I don't know shit ( I'm not grateful for that, I can only pray for his soul). He said I need to get off my couch and quit watching "Liberal" news. ( which i dont do, i watch hearings, I watch raw videos, i seek out true journalists and fact checkers. The "news" isn't research, isnt fact, it's owned by billionnaires, performed by talking heads reading a script. No journalists. These days we have to do our own investigations. So then I did some digging. This is what I found to be true: Iran has stepped up their uranium enrichment.  Dumpy pants pulled out of the deal with them that limited their ability to do so during his first term. I guess he thought they would just continue limiting themselves without the incentive to do so, you know because they are bad people... oh wait, that makes no sense. Then I thought about this statement from my cousin that they have been attacking and killing us since the 1970s. I found no evidence of that any where. Yes, in the 70's we had conflicts with them, im not going into all that..  but the 70s was a HALF A CENTURY ago! To say they've been attacking us since then.... ? What? Did they do 9/11? No that was the Saudis.  Are they shooting up our schools and public places? Well a small percentage of mass shootings here are by foreign terrorists, but a very small percent and I havent found one that was done by an Iranian. Doesn't mean there hasn't been. Just haven't found it. Even then, should the children in Iran today be waking up to bombs and war machines because of that? Should our children tomorrow, next year, decades from now, wake up to war and bombs dropping in their hometown because of what the department of war in America is doing today? Our "peaceful" president s making America TARGETS again. Not great, targets of retribution, and he'll be dead and gone but due to the billionaires obeying the anti christ to line their pockets; all while loving their lives wielding power,  blowing things up (You know how boys love doing that), the American citizens, the innocent will suffer the consequences. Because another thing the Epstein class has shown us, they will never face justice, never suffer the consequences of their horrific deeds and constant lies and filth they spread to get the support of people that traded their identity from human to "republican" or maga, or the ironically "patriot" they call bootblicking loyalists, changing its meaning because it involves supporting the most un-American ideas and behaviors. Co-signing a president only serving those that voted for him. That's OK? That people advocating for victims are radical and nuts and don't love our country? That anybody that disagrees with their  agenda is a radical Woke leftist. That's not love of country, that's worshipping one man. One vile horrible man and shitting on your friends, family,  neighbors, and humanity.  They label ideas and beliefs to give it a persona so it's easier to convince the followers to hate anybody that objects to terrible things they are doing, the theft of wealth, life, innocence and freedoms, all being done with the support of idiots that disparage the brave, stand behind anything they do even when it's a broken promise that they used as why they voted for him in the first place. 
So I'm grateful today there were no bombs falling in my neighborhood. But don't be suprised if you wake up to it someday. In fact prepare for it. Let your kids be kids until high-school, then research the facts about the world they'll soon be out to navigate on their own. Until then, let them play love learn and laugh in blissful ignorance of the horrible things being done by our leadership and the cabal that controls them. 

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

It's the Programming

Minds conspiring against souls
The plot eyes our thoughts until we're caught and bought and filled with holes
They tell us to behave, be brave, but cave when we should, it's understood, to be good
Cradle to grave
Don't upset the system, know the rhythm, keep in step right then left 
Don't stray, stay ...
with them

 it's the programming 

You can look but you don't see
You are not free, and you cave so easily
That's how you're programmed to be

We're piloting a suit, we're filled with light
Multidimensional being, grounded flight
Stuck in a looping fever dream, not freeing
The all is for us to be seeing
But we're Memed in a scheme
They tell us to fall in line, be kind, dull our minds, conform, be reborn
Be controlled by time

They're doxing and scamming
It’s the programming 
We're watching and Stanning 
stop the programming 
We're in this dream loop, a primordial soup
Find the truth, the force the source, the light
They cast spells, there's tells, ring the bells, fancy names, silly games, keep us all in hell
They illuminate, build a burg, for your heritage, disparity, no clarity, they call it liberty
We are light, there's no day or night, multidimensional, complex and simple, reignite 

Stop the programming 

Melinda Lantz-Theissen Marinko 
2025

Thursday, February 05, 2026

Bubble Brain


There's gold and rubble,  in the bubble that holds my brain,
 A mask in the  mirror, then i hear her... she has my name.
Fear a ventriloquist, with mad skills, killing it ... talking out my ass,
Toxic thoughts contagious, Building cages,  can I walk it back? 
Lonely while surrounded, and grounded by my own projections,
Self-sabotage, camouflaged as self protection.
Turned trauma bonds into karma songs and cathartic tunes
My planted roots become my
 boots, and on the move I bloom 

Shoved out the nest, just puff your chest 
gravity doesn't care,
Lesson learned, no return,  wind in your hair.
When they teach, dont speak, never reach, life's a state of mind
Say your prayers, they become the stairs, and out the dark you'll climb.
Rise above, give the love and it will be okay
Hold my hand, understand
Tomorrow is a brand new day.

Endure some pain,  cant stop the rain, but we can move our feet
Truth not the blues and the path we choose, will set us free

We give crowns to clowns, that bring us down left seething.
Fall in line, never mind, Apologize for breathing 
Blood on denim, cans of venom, let the poison spray,
Different masks, passing flasks, that's the world today.

Where's your brave, your misbehave, c'mon we're leaving.
No time for war, or scores, years of grieving.
More damage, than a soul should manage, but it leads the way Wounded bafoon calls rape a swoon
Then he dries up the well 
Berates compassion, It's outta fashion, drive a clown car to hell.

Shoved out the nest, just puff your chest 
gravity doesn't care,
Lesson learned, no return, now it’s air you 

Rise above just love, it will be okay.
Tomorrow is a brand new day.

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

ksuM, & sraM, Prediction, or a "thought"

I think Elon is NOT actually planning on going to Mars,  he's been preparing for the apocalypse he has been a big part of accelerating the world into. Spreading his seed, building bunkers, stripping protections for the rest of us, teaching his AI robots combat. I've even heard he doesnt even own a house. The richest man doesn't own a house? Wait what? I always thought he couldn't be that smart if he wants to live on a planet that's uninhabitable.  But now I think, he never planned on going there. And with the shit most of the population will believe, without thinking for themselves,  he just used "going to mars" to cover up his preparations for when most of us are dead. 

Friday, January 09, 2026

Door Mouse

You think things could be worse then you reach for your purse assume it's a curse, this time not the first.
Follow the timex, navigate the complex, assume it's a hex, then step to the next.
Economic hit man what's your next plan come on give us a hand 
In a greenhouse, like a door mouse under house going south.
Then back barely forth, steady the course, head towards the north, reach for the source.
Engage in creation, feel stuck in a station, speak incantations, get lost in iteration. 
Life should be better, still under the weather,  let's break from the debtors, all stand together.
Under the house living hand to mouth come chase us out. 
In a greenhouse, like a door mouse under house going south.
Then back barely forth, steady the course, head towards the north, reach for the source.